It all happened, when Q met a female reptile creature, at near by swamp. They spend the days together. They both played, chased each other, and just having fun. Q said, “That was about the time [Q] I fell in love. Lll and [Q] I spent the days together...”(pg74). She was his first love, and they mostly staying together all day. They should have a serious relationship, where they understood one another, but he has the wrong idea of Lll’s future . He said to him self, “Finally, [Q] I understood: she went to the lagoon,... to swim underwater...It was a game..., but a game I didn’t like...” (pg 80-81) Q understood Lll, but has a different idea of their future together as a married couple. He taught that Lll just wanted to learn how to swim, turns out she wanted to live in the water. At that point Q was confused and he misunderstood Lll. He wanted to convince her that she does not belong to the water, but on land where they belong. There fight ended with break up. He said, “ It was hard to blow for me. But, after all, what could I do about? went on my way, in the mist of of the world’s transformation, being transformed myself.” (pg 81) The fight did not really matter to him, but he was still hurt. After all, they were engage and had a serious relationship. By Q’s misunderstanding of idea, he lost the girl that could have been his forever.
Years has passed and Q has forgotten all about Lll. He met new creatures from a group called New Ones or Pantotheres. Later on, he met a female Patotheres, and he has a different feeling, and her name is Fer-Flowe. Q describe her,” [She] Fern-Flower, the young creature of the spring...” (pg 101) When he first saw her, he has no words to say to. It clearly show that he is having a different feeling toward her. They first became friends and turned into something special. He say, “ A kid of friendliness has grown up between Fern-Flower and me. Nothing too intimate: [Q] I had never dared touch her. But we had long talks... This was the moment for me to embrace her.” (pg101) At first he does not have an intimate feeling towards her, and later on wants to tell her how feels and he just do not know how to express his feelings to her. But after all that loving, they came into a small bump into their relationship. He said, “Fern-Flower burst into tears.” (pg 107) Q got so mad that her lost his temper and put on that anger on Fern-Flower.The fight was about Q’s low life.
With his misunderstanding and anger problems he lost two girls that could of been his. He has no control, he thinks all about himself. Like the incident of Fern-Flower,
“I has burst of pride; I stiffened and hurled a few contemptuous phrases in her face: ‘Why do you bore me with these dreams of yours? They get more childish every time! You can’t dream anything but sentimental nonsense!’(pg107)
He could only talk about is himself, he is so coincident. Especially, the way he says it to Fern-Flower, he yelled at her and destroyed anything between them. He can be so rude and he has no feelings
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